day 18

it's been 18 days since the application deadline at new school (i'm only going there i decided... regardless of other schools) and still nothing. i know i need to be patient but the thoughts of: did my transcripts get there? do my essays not totally suck? just weird things like those are starting to keep me up at night. still i'm keeping positive i know i wont know till after thanksgiving so i guess i'll keep waiting for the mail every single day just in case.

i just want to move on with my life. start fresh and act upon how i really see myself as.

posted by nicholas b. @ 10:21 PM